Tag Archive: Poetry


Breathe

I cant breathe
No air
Im drowning
No air
Fighting
No air
Crying
No air
Hurting
No air
Sobbing
No air
Screaming
No air
Dying
No air
Stillness
No air

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Screaming, madness, hatred, violent…..

Quite….

Silence, sanity, apathy, kindness…

Quite…

Crashing, thrashing, shaking, pounding….

Quite….

Stillness, surrender, tranquil, stroking….

Quite….

Racing, banging, choking….pulsing…..

Quite

Careful

I know it may not seem so but I am fragile. I’m as soft as a lily and tender as the water colored sky.

I realize I put up a good front. My skill in deception in that can not be met.

It may not be obvious but, I’m as delicate as I am strong.

It my be hard to believe but, just as the ancient willows and oak trees my armor give way.

Be gentle my sweet, handle with care. For my strength can be broken and my charity lost.

They say what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger, but what of the one that doesn’t make you stronger but instead kills you.

Lessons

I’m gonna make you miss me….. Wish you never left me….

I’m gonna make you want me….. regret all the times you beset me….

I’m gonna make you hunger me….. impossible to forget me…

I’m gonna make you thirst me…. no where to escape me….

You thought I’d stay down forever, never! You thought I’d never make it, mistake it! You mistook me for a toy, kill  joy.

Now I’m on a roll, the music alive in my soul. Now I’m running free, nothing but god can stop me. Now I’m believing, ready to start reaching.

Open my mouth, begin teaching. You should have had patience, you should have kept focus. Actions, making the difference.

Soon you’ll regret it, don’t you fret it….

I’m gonna make you miss me….. Wish you never left me….

I’m gonna make you want me….. regret all the times you beset me….

I’m gonna make you hunger me….. impossible to forget me…

I’m gonna make you thirst me…. no where to escape me….

Sometimes I wonder what I’m doing wrong, I over think things. I super analyze and misinterpret! I over indulge, I want too much, I need to hard, I expect it all…. am disappointed with what I get.

Maybe, I’m just like everyone else. Only I admit I do these things. Even if it screw everything up. Even if it cause the opposite reaction that I expect.

Sometimes I wonder, what can I do to make it all right. But alas I find myself in the same vicious cycle, over thinking, super analyzing, misinterpreting, over indulging…..

Wanting too much, needing too hard, expecting it all and disappointed in the end.

Maybe, I’m just like everyone else. Denying I’m to blame. Making it everyone’s fault but my own. Even if my over thinking, super analyzing, misinterpreting, over indulgence…..

My wanting too much, needing too hard and expecting it all only to be disappointed with the outcome, is the beginning and the end….

Infinite Me

My thoughts are a sea, endless and carefree….

My heart  is a mountain, sheer and gentle

My words are a meadow, colorful and sweet

My touch is a forest,  dense and intense

My love is a universe, colossal and infinite

My soul is a song that sings…. the depths of my sea,

the heights of my mountain tops,

the colors of my meadows,

the density of my forests,

the infinite song that is me.

Darkness reached across my mind, enveloping,
Consuming all hope, love and dream.
There was nothing but the darkness within my existence.
Growing and spreading like a deadly virus,
Until it would consume even my breath.
Replacing life giving oxygen,
Choking, violent gasps only finding more darkness.
Then by chance, a glimmer appeared, when I heard your voice, felt your touch….
The darkness fades, pushed back by growing sparks.
Silhouettes dance as the darkness falls away.
Succumbing to, contorted by,
Fuzzy impressions of joy, happiness, life.
Until at last the darkness was no more.
Slipped off into the abyss, consumed by….. your light.
Written March 13th 2008
Edited April 8th 2012

I love your heart, the roaring whisper of my name.

I love your heart, the vicious serenity over come my pain.

I love your heart, the mutinous tranquility of my breath.

I love your heart, the tenacious surrendering of my soul.

Today I promise….
To be open
To be honest
To let you love me!
Today I promise….
To hold your hand
To stand by your side
To let you love me!
Today I promise…
To not be afraid
To not fight my feelings
To let you love me!
Today I promise….
To cherish every moment
To count every kiss
To let you love me!
Today I promise….
To enjoy your smile
To feel it’s warmth
To let you love me!
Today…..I promise!
For I can not change yesterday, and tomorrow will soon be….. Today!

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