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Spiritual Roots

Over the last few months I’ve been soul searching and striving to understand what I feel deep in my inner self. I am fully aware of all I’ve learned in different religions and while I love and respect most of the basis of religions in general, I tend to pull away from the things that I feel are someones attempt at forming a thought or opinion. I’ve always felt more like a spiritual heart, I see love and life in everything. I cherish and respect the world as my teacher. Since I was a young girl I’ve felt some odd connection to things that I still to this day explain.

So I have come to the decision to delve back into my ‘roots’ as it were of spirituality and seek out the wisdom of the old “religions” before¬†Christianity¬†and find my purpose. I know I have gifts that I have no idea how to use, I also have gifts that I know how to use but have tried very hard to ignore them. It is my time. I need to focus and regain myself. I lost so much of me when I lost what I loved. And I gained some things that to be quite honest aren’t all that great! I have so much to give, and I live to share it all! I have always felt that desperation in my soul, the need to give, share, love, heal…. it is time! Maybe then my life will be in order and aligned for the beautiful things I deserve.

Blessed Be.


Opting out

More and more I am coming to the the realization that I am opting out of the religion ‘game’. I use the term game because that is how I’m beginning to see it now. I think people use their religion now days as a weapon, they use it to manipulate everyone. To force out individuality and free thinking! They use it to strip away peoples self esteem and self worth, because you know it’s sinful to be proud and or vain! They use it to incite fear, to keep others “in line” and most people find themselves buying IN. But sometimes I think it’s only because opting out so hard, all the “buyers” have done such a good job at dressing up the hypocrisy and hiding the obvious holes in their “beliefs” that to argue, to fight is just an endless circle or never ending hallway with an infinite number of doors that just lead to more endless halls….I for one have opted out, I don’t need your religion, or your ‘god’! I know my higher power, I feel my higher power! And that is all I need, my religion or lack there of has no bearing on you or your “fruits”! My path is mine alone. You can force me to your alter but you can not force me to partake!

Some say pride is a sin, well call me sinful as I am full of pride! I am proud, I am immoral….to some I guess. Not that I care or even think much about it. But as it would seem, some pay far too much attention to what I say or what I feel. As if my thoughts or my words somehow shape who they are! I am proud I don’t live by anyone’s morals or values but my own! I’ve always thought that’s what “free will” was all about, is it not? As long as my actions don’t harm another persons free will and physical well being, what I choose for my life should not even cross the mind!

I’m proud, regardless of anyone’s condemnation of me or my life. What ever I do that may incite my higher power, my God, to anger is between me and my God! I don’t need you to chastise me, to coral me, nor refrain me! I take responsibility for my own actions, my own immorality, my own choices….according to YOUR God that is my right is it not? Who of you will go with me when my time is at it’s end, who of you, who spend so much time trying to control me and force me to abide by your morality will stand with me?…………exactly!

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